Maddie Zahm - If It's Not God (Official Music Video)



Published
"If It’s Not God" by Maddie Zahm from her forthcoming EP 'You Might Not Like Her', out August 12th via AWAL.

STREAM: https://maddiezahm.ffm.to/ifitsnotgod
EP PRE-ORDER: https://maddiezahm.ffm.to/youmightnotlikeherep

Directed by Gus Black

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LYRICS
Be pretty and
Don’t make it look like your tryin
Told to be Esther
When I felt like Goliath
When they were wrong
I could never keep quiet
I'd search for the truth
And had faith that I’d find it

Set myself on fire
let myself be the liar

All the Sunday’s I worried I’d disappoint my mom
Cause I never understood some types of love being wrong
Something inside me was always steering left
What father picks a few just to leave the rest
I heard a voice inside my head, they disagreed
So If it wasn’t God then thank God it was me

They called me a sinner
When I was a saint
Hiding in her bedroom
Praying depression away
Killin herself for eternal life
And losing her interests to be a good wife

Set myself on fire
I let them call me the liar

All the Sunday’s I worried I’d disappoint my mom
Cause I never understood a type of love being wrong
Something inside me was always steering left
What father picks a few just to leave the rest
I heard a voice inside my head, they disagreed
So If it wasn’t God if that wasn't God it was me
Thank God it was me

BRIDGE:
If it was God
Then I don’t have to worry
He’ll know why I left
Why I ran in a hurry
So either way I choose
I’m not wasting my life
Cause the voice in my head
Has always been right

All the Sunday’s I worried I’d disappoint my mom
Cause I never understood a type of love being wrong
Something inside me was always steering left
No father picks a few just to leave the rest

CREDITS
DIRECTOR: Gus Black
PRODUCERS: Kelly Norris Sarno, Ashley Whelan, Gus Black
DIRECTOR OF PHOTOGRAPHY: Tim Toda
1ST AC: Jorge Olortegui
STEADICAM: Garet Lee Jatsek
2nd AC: Kody Newton
1ST ASSISTANT DIRECTOR: McKena Vigilant
2nd ASSISTANT DIRECTOR: Ashley Whelan
PRODUCTION MANAGER | ASSOCIATE PRODUCER: Jacob Brumfield
PRODUCTION COORDINATOR: Tashia Yeates-Brumfield
GAFFER: Pat Metzler
BEST BOY: George Hysmith
KEY GRIP: Bill Zuehl
GRIP: Dan Misner
PRODUCTION DESIGNER: Nichole Stull
SET DRESSER: Coral Clark
WARDROBE: Amanda (Mariko) Hipperson
ASSISTANT WARDROBE: Amanda Fitch
KEY HAIR & MAKE UP: Carolina Ballesteros
ASSISTANT HMU: Amanda Woods
STILLS ASSISTANT: Lauren Withrow
PA’s: Toni Hagan, Dre Denise, Nate Hardy
CASTING: Lynn Pattnosh, Catrine McGregor & Madalyn VanValkenburgh
BTS: Elizabeth Findley
LABEL: AWAL
VIDEO COMMISSIONER: Bianca Bhagat
SENIOR DIRECTOR, PRODUCT MANAGEMENT: Sarah Goodman
ARTIST MANAGEMENT: Christian Stavros and Heather Kolker

CAST
PRIEST: Nick Garcia
PASTOR: Lance Thompson
TEENAGE MADDIE: Laney Olson (trauma story 1)
YOUNG MADDIE: Wynter Woods
GIRL IN PARK 1: Kennedy Williams
GIRL IN PARK 2: Holland Stull
GIRL IN PARK 3: Tatijanna Woods
TRAUMA STORY 2 - GIRL WITH PASTOR : Sarah Tucker
TRAUMA STORY 3 - GIRL WITH FAMILY : Remi Stull
EXTRA STORY 3 - MOM WITH TAPE: Hollis Welsh
EXTRA STORY 3 - CHILD WITH TAPE: Sibelle Garcia
EXTRA STORY 3 - CHILD WITH TAPE: Aude Garcia
TRAUMA STORY 4: Dami Ashaye
COUPLE KISSING: Kylie & Rochelle Williams
EXTRA IN WHEELCHAIR: Yvonne Juarez
ADDITIONAL EXTRAS IN CHURCH AISLE: Myna Zahm, Kim Davis, April Kolman, Hannah Lacy


IF IT’S NOT GOD
WRITTEN BY: Maddie Zahm, Brian Brundage
PRODUCTION: Adam Yaron, Maddie Zahm
MIX ENGINEER: Matt Huber
MASTERED BY: Joe LaPorta
MASTERED AT: Sterling Sound
RECORDING ENGINEER: Adam Yaron
KEYS: Brian Brundage
CELLO: Tiger Darrow
VIOLIN: Chase Potter
BACKING VOCALS: Bre Kennedy, Sam Backoff, Zoe Clark

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